MY LittLe FairY PaLaCE!!

BORed!

2007-07-02T13:12:00.000+08:00

Rite here in this library with daphne cause we skip 2 lectures. Its damm hot outside so we stayed inside e sch n I SO BORED!

Somethings happen at bo therefore i will sure b scolded when i go to work later. Transfer list is finally out most of us stayed. Only siew ying went to tiong bahru, eric n ahbraham to bedok. How i wish i can go back there but w/o e noisy guys in e shop. It wont b e same anymore...

Oh no i'm crappin..

Mixing love with bits of friendship

2007-06-28T10:09:00.000+08:00

27.6.07
Got all my results wasnt a bad one. Was a surprise when i pass my ckt then i give e very happy face but actually i was abt e lowest in class.. Hahas but e point is i didnt fail! Actually we didnt get to c our d fund paper yet but our cp shown us all our results. I was sittin quite far from daphne then she thought she will fail e sub in e end she pass! Then she give e heng look which leave mi n cindy laughing for minutes..

Ckt - 67/100
D fund - 92/100
Engin maths - 89/100

I was quite unhappy when i was called back for work. I thought wat happen then in e end is because ah pang is sleeping in e store! Omg. But thinkin usually they r so nice to mi don calculate with them la hees

Stay or Leave

2007-06-21T11:09:00.000+08:00

Oh no is again time to choose. Fat is going to PS together with ryan while e rest of them is stayin. Problem is tat ming kiat is coming over n tat we came over to tm as a grp but in e end we r leaving him alone at ps. Seems so bad. I wanted to talk to jacky abt tat but seems he is busy with other things n cant b bother with mi just ask mi to stay. Actually he hinted mi cause now tat i;m $6.50 so i can go over. But all e others r stayin...

I open my heart for u yet u pretend u didnt c..

Everythings changing

2007-06-15T23:35:00.000+08:00

I am so angry with e both of them la.. One i message n it reply with one word... U can don reply de lo. Only when i message u then u will message mi. It isnt use to b lk that.. One i called n e attitude is didnt wan to talk to mi. Just merely hmm at watever i say in a angry tone. Wat e heck.?

Went work as usually at 975 luckily i took e bus n i did reach at 975 but waited for uncle eric till abt 1020? Then nth much open e shop n there is this relief td n he is lk very useless la... He don care abt e customers n just fold his clothes.. In e end both mi n eric were super busy la.. We ve to serve customers, fold clothes, do shifting, do price tag.. Only when mindy came, wa he lk suddenly wake up lk tat he serve all e customers then lelong.. Cant believe this kind of pp lo can go b actor liao.. Then he went for break for lk 1 hr 20 min? I got to go at 330 instead wanna die la.. E whole shop is in a complete mess, all inventory low de la.. Do till wanna die super long nv so tired liao sia..

Yan Ling came to find mi when i going to sign out.. hahas in e end we had our dinner together n to e arcade hahas...

Cant believe it, e 2 oldies in my house r still awake....

Term test COMING!!

2007-06-03T14:13:00.000+08:00

Oh no tmr is my first term test n i don feel i shld study.. I am still starin n typing at this laptop. Hopefully i can pass tat stupid ckt n avoid SUB paper! N enjoy my this precious holi instead of studyin again! Tmr is maths n guess wat i haven start any practice yet...

A few days before, i found a sport that is extremely fun! POOL! Went to e paya lebar there with big n small xiong seng n angie.. Xiong teach mi how to play pool n taught mi how to play plus encourage mi. . Was damn shocked with seng skills of pool super gd la.. One day i will b as gd as they r.. Mum says pool is a game of man n ah bengs... Who says? Her daughter mi definitely lk it! hees

GETTIN MAD N CRAZY OVER EXAMS!!

Wonderin how i can live through these 3 days... After tat i will FREE!!
1. Going orchard with cindy n dap after exams
2. Treatin qi go sakae
3. Watching movies
4. Meeting up with 4e3 darlings
5. Going to sing k play pool!!

Wishing if holi will come earlier!!

2007-05-20T13:09:00.000+08:00

Ytd was another very tiring day think i am lk gettin old? My legs r aching even though i just lk done a afternoon? I just draw lk 2 uni tat is really nice but who knows if i cant wear it for more lk a wk... Eric is really ok but not as nice as pl la.. All of us r gettin so bored tat we went over to hang ten to talk to their ic. Poor them they only ve 2 or 3 pp workin there. Everyday e 2 ic work full only 1 day off. Pity them.

Continuing with people i know in BO
Tian Long- I used to think he is very quiet. Cant believe how noisy he is when he is close with us. He is very funny de la. Once he, xiong, seng went to fight then he tell them not to fight but he went to kick e guy. Then e guys came n tell us, everyone keep laughin la. Unfortunately, he lk to give alot of probs n he was lk terminated. HAiz.

Yan Han- She is e first person to talk to mi when i first came to work. I remember her telling mi where to stand so i wont b hot. Hahas. We used to lk to go to breaks together n talkin rubbish. We lk to hit each other just for fun! But she quit when i was in my first mth, i cry lk mad la. Thinkin back, wats there to cry when she is in my sch when i can go find her when i wan to. Hahas

I promise tat i will write blog as often as i can!

1 more wk

2007-05-18T23:39:00.000+08:00

I think i really will b kick out of bo la.. Its lk i cant master alternation. I spend almost 1 hr inside tat stupid storeroom n yet not a single jeans is lk done? He was so fed up with mi. I think i really is gettin stupid.. I can master those others lk admin staff in an hr? N i took abt 1 mth still nth is done... I dunno how to check e sewing machine, make e di sian wat e heck i am doin? I really dunno.. His attitude really change towards mi think he is fed up with e fact tat i cant master alternation.. Best part is he says he is passin alternation job all to mi... HAIZ!! I am so vexed over this .. I ve lk 4 test next wk? N i really don care... All i think of now is lk my alternation? ARGH! He complain abt mi being so slow for not checkin e string for cutting the jeans so ugly.. I think i am e worst he seen for alternation. Think he really got piss off... I almost cry inside e shop when he say all those but funny enough he ask mi not to cry.. haiz...

My hp haven been ringing ... I think e worst part of a person is ur hp is fully charged yet no one bother to call u.. i think i am this kind of pp..

Td is such an unlucky day for mi la.. I finally manage to get into e stupid email only to found out i got a warnin letter from e sch then both my apel hw cant b done due to e deadline was YTD~! Omg how unlucky can i get la...

Tmr got to go super early to learn alternation.. A whole afternoon with eric oh no really wonder how is he? HAiz... Better wish mi gd luck la.. b4 my unluckness gets over mi again!

Baleno !

2007-04-12T20:27:00.000+08:00

Wow its been ultra long since i last blog.. Its been going 5 mths workin at bedok baleno... Almost half a year there... It will b a unforgettable memories for mi wherever i am few years later from now... I ve a great team n even if i ve a change of 3 ic.. E conclusion of all this makes mi become stronger n in e meanwhile i learn more than others.. At my workplace, i ve lk 10 guys n only 2 gals ? After phoebe n pauline i will b left alone hais...

Siew Wei- I always call him my shifu. He is e first nice person i met at baleno. He is super nice to mi n taught all e things i needed to know in BO. He dote on mi lots n he taught mi things in a mth when all my other BO frens ve to use abt 2 mths b4 their ic to teach. I always used to create lots of problems but he ve nv scold mi b4 but tell mi nvm. I remembered e times when we used to eat supper together after we close. He will buy all e nice food for mi to eat. I remember myself cryin lk siao when he was transfer to PS. I remember how sad i am when i heard he resign. But he seems a happier person after going Bali! He is a HAO REN!

Pauline- second ic of mine.. I used to dislk her when i started out but it turn out ok after my shi fu left ... She now is lk a big sister to mi n usually she will pour mi with all her troubles but she took gd care of mi.. She help mi with lots of things n whenever i find any problems with anythin she will b e first i will consult. She is e one i work with for abt 5 months. Think i will miss all her singing(Beautiful Love) n her craziness!! She is my singing kahe.. Thanks for all her coachin! I knew she will nv b happy again if she stay here, hope she will b happier n blessed person at her new company!

Yvon- She used to scold mi with all e words where i cant stand. She always say i ve no brains, she always dote guys than mi. But it turns out alrite after 1 mth after she came. She praise my workin attitude n my character. We even joke when we r workin after tat.. Once e whole shop staff go ktv, her voices shocked all of us different from e woman tat is scoldin n shoutin at us, her singin voice touch all of our hearts.

Jacky- He is my darling in BO. E guy who i work for these nearly 5 months. We promise to stay at SB15 till next year n we will leave together. I remember he came into e shop a day after i did. He is always late n used to always hai wo do full. I used to dislike him think he is quite useless. But as time pass, he proved himself capable. Now, he is so gd that i think i am being wei xie ha has. He is a gentleman, if he c i bored he will chat with mi he will pei mi when he feels im alone. He will ask mi to message mi when i reach home when it is late at night. He brought laughter to mi durin these few months. He will leave some cloth for mi to learn alternation n even teach mi when he is free. Great guy i met at bedok!

Zhi Xiong- He is really a nice n charmin guy. He is my lao gong at Bo. Although he came in much later than i did. He will always shelter mi from all those troublesome problems lk customers complain n customer makin a fuss. He will nv let any lady pay for his things or trouble e lady. He is a great gentleman. He will always help mi buy things or help mi do things. I remember wei xiong ask everyone not to help mi with packin e lyrcas, only he disobey n came to help mi. He is e only one tat did not laugh loudly when i did somethin stupid. He is e only one tat nv fails to let mi laugh abt his jokes. I thought he is just another useless ah beng but he totally shocked mi with his workin attitude! He will always makes e females buy alot of things except for maids! HA HAS!

Chris- He is my dear in Bo although i nv call him tat hahas. I thought he is just a guy tat lk to joke n boast around. Till once we went to eat curry fish together, he went to pull a chair for an old woman. I saw him in another light but e most shockin thing i learn from him is.. There is this old man sellin tissue n he bought it then i ask'' y u buy?'' he say '' don u think this man is at least using his leg n hands to earn some $ instead of some others who just sit there n beg for money.'' Unbelievable. I nv thought of tat b4.. He taught mi somethin that i think i will remember for my life.

Anyway these pp will form an very important memories of my life.. Zz gettin tired.. E rest of pp will b written as TO B CONTINUED!! Hahas..

2nd mth of work

2007-01-21T19:22:00.000+08:00

Td is my officially my 2nd mth of working... Well, e nicest thing tat i manage to say to myself is .. I ve complete 2/3 of the journey just 1/3 before i will resign from this stupid job...

U will nv understand wat;s e feelin of being scolded everyday u c her... There is always things for her to scold n nag... Everyday she will say i ve no brains ... I don understand... If she ve brains... will she still only b a manager in this kind of shop? She is so unreasonable.. I am suppose to work half mornin ytd.... Instead I extended my half mornin to full that makes her able to go home n td she wanted mi to work till 6 ... When i told her i cant .. She give mi e stupid irritated face ... Cant i ve already date my frens out? Is her fault tat she plan wrongly now i still ve to extend everyday? Even my off day she will call mi back to work... I am not in army does she knows tat? I not 24 hrs on call.. I ve my things to do..

damm irritated by her... Why do i ve to suffer from this stupid fate..? She wont scold another guy even if he is standin there n not doin his things... She scold mi for everythin i do n everythin i didnt do... Argh!

STUPID LAO WU PO

Uncertain...

2006-10-14T13:16:00.000+08:00

Ok there;s lots of thing to say td...
11 Oct I just want to say abt the part after sch.. Hahas.. Qi n I invited Wanling Dear to ve lunch with us.. We went to Qiji and not 5 mins after that.. DADADADAN..Add music hor... Simin and Zhi kuang came into e shop too.. We ate together and ve a very fun time there... Simin entertain us with her ''jokes'' and songs.. There is once when i was happily fa ing dai then simin suddenly talk to mi"chinhui ni hao ren next time i sing for u only" Then i was so shocked that i woke up immediately n say Don wan.. hahas.. I'm so sorry simin wo shang le ni de glass heart... Wanling ve very low intelligence on that day therefore she is terribly suan by all of us.. hahas.. But she wont mind.. That one i;m sure..! She is such a nice person!

12 Oct... It was MY 16th Birthday!! hees... I had a very memorable bd with Esther n Qi... I hang out with them after sch and we went to hunt for food... Starting, Qi wanted to eat Sakue therefore we went there, unfortunately, it did not ve any lunch buffet... So we went to fish n co but it was so ex so we went to SWENSENS! I ate some awful chicken.. It was so oily but Esther is so nice.. She change half her fish n chips for half of mine...! hees... Then we went to This fashion to c some prom nite dress for Esther.. One was quite nice but it seems too big for Esther... Rite after that, we went to Cs for a neoprint shoot... It was okay not as bad as we thought when we were having e shoots..
I went home after that, have a bath n called for pizza... I was famished when my sis came.. But she brought mi a surprise! She brought mi a baby G orange watch... It looks beautiful! The next ting i am going to talk abt is my cake! It was so nice but it is so fattening... Cant eat too much... haiz...

Thanks to Wei-qi Esther for making my day so special! N thanks for e present!
Thanks to Phoebe, Joc, Chiping for the cute pink hp holder!
Thanks to Jean for the cute disney cup!!
Thanks to Jing Ting for e Merci choco though i know u wan mi to grow fatter!
Thanks to Pearlyn for the bear earrings!
Thanks to Annebelle who message mi at 1257 hahas.. N everyone who message mi !

Thanks for making my day!

Ok now for 13 Oct ... We got back our report books... I ve to say abt my L1R4 n R5 it is lk a miracle who can ve this kind of marks... My R4 n R5 ve a difference of 10 points?? hahas mainly because of my cca point i think some minus ting r done to it....

I think i ve written enough for td... BYe!!

Dreams crash

2006-10-03T19:24:00.000+08:00

Prelims really s**ks.. Ok i change... Is my results... I ve nv imagine myself beggin for marks for geog to pass.. Nv in my life i ve thought of that... I keep scoldin bad words these few days... It came as a big shock in e morning ... I fail paper 2 which i ve nv done so in e past 2 years... Intially, i didnt feel anything till Ter came over n ask mi wat happen... I suddenly feel lk cryin but of course i didnt... N being a nice guy, he offer to help mi find some mrks though it was in vain n he scolded mi for my poor ans plus england... I shld thank him for helping mi although i found e mrk myself but he argued with raf to give mi e mark... Thanks ter...

It was not very long when i got e 2nd shock during maths... I only get 63/100 for maths!! Knn ... Oops... I ended up with a B3 that is abt 68... Argh... I was not in a very gd mood n mdm ho shouted though my ears to e class abt handin in e scripts.. My ears lost its function suddenly... Poor mi...

I believe that tmr wont b a very nice day... Because of phy n ss results being given out... It is a horrible mess... I am so shi bai...

Tired n lost...

2006-09-29T18:38:00.000+08:00

I didnt get back any papers except for Phy practical... Which u will nv believe how stupid i am... I draw e graph x axis as y n y as x... Oh no.. Dont think anyone can b as stupid as mi... But lucky for mi, it only -2 mrks.. Haiz.. Got to eat lots of pig brain n chicken essence.. Well anyway i got 22 - 2 = 20/30 because of some stupid significant no n units... Well but overall i think i did ok... Hees..
Straight after sch, i went to eat with Qi n Esther at e BIG market.. There is this noodle stall that Wei-qi highly recommand n it is really taste nice! After that, we went to the airport to study at e popeyes... Only after 2 hrs when our dear Princess Esther found that her hp is lost... With many attempt to try n find it, it was in vain... No point tellin u wat we did cause it was not found so the things we did r not very gd therefore dont suggest u to do that.. Poor Esther she is so upset... No hp.. So kelian... Anyway, Cheer up Esther!!

Bad Day

2006-09-28T15:49:00.000+08:00

U wont believe how awful it is today.... I fail Chem totally... I cant believe my eyes and yet our holy man Moses got SO high!!! Well i ve to admit that i am totally a idiot when it comes to sciences... I totally sucks at them... Hais... Anyway i did lots of stupid thing and that it lost mi 5 mrks in e prac... Since it is not very nice i don intend to blog it online... Emperor Shahril went through some of e essays that our frens wrote... I think that he is quite strict i wrote something lk describing so dont believe i will get very high marks for that... But our dear fren Terence got so high mrks.. Promise that i wont leak his mrks anyway he has a very high mark.. I think that i will fail both sciences therefore i c e JC 3 mths flew away from mi... Today is a very bad day...

PreLims

2006-09-22T20:45:00.001+08:00

Prelims is a horrible experience for mi... IT just didnt turn out rite!! Startin from e practicals, i think i did e worst.. Can u imagine? I can even do wrong for titration yet i got e colour that they wanted ... I am so unlucky... Wat can i say..? I was so sad that day n the next day Mr Lai still come n suan mi... Argh... Not only that, i did something stupid in phy practical too.. I misunderstand the graph by drawing x against y instead of y against x... Argh ... I think i am going to become a idiot if i;m not careful....

I could say that all papers i have not done well they seems all diffcult for mi ... Specially Chemistry... I didnt even know wat e paper is lk askin abt? I lost all hopes.. HAi... E cheerful thoughts of going to jc to try out seems found its way out my brain.. I have to say something abt e A maths Paper 1... I know it will sound crazy but its true.. I started to try to attempt to do e questions but found that none of it that i am really able to do... I thought of just walking out of e hall when i was abt to do that.. Shi lao shi came into e hall then she smile at mi then i suddenly know how to do e questions well not all but somehow something came into my head... U must b thinking i;m in love with her rite?? I;m not... Then e paper 2 turn out to b a much easier than that murderious paper 1... Yet there r still questions i dunno how to do i told my mum and ask wat she say... She lame mi by saying because Shi lao shi is not there... Dots.... Oh no.. I ;m feeling cold.. hahas

A big thank you to WEI-QI for sending mi lots of songs!!

Airport!!

2006-09-04T16:53:00.000+08:00

I went to e airport to study with Qi... We went to e popeyes hahas... N can u imagine... WE EVEN C ANDREW there.. Diao.. Hahas... Then i keep sayin something that i cant say online... hehe.. E popeyes was lk not bad but then when both of us r so bloated n sick of e food, we were going to vomit when we even c it.. After e lunch, both of us ve no desire to study anymore so we keep messagin andrew who is breedin e space..Haha~ He is so mean keep harping on e fact that i don eat vegetable... So at abt 230 we decided to make our way back to Tampines n we took neoprints there... But most of my expressions are... BLUR.... I even got to c Yanling's bf hehe... We finally went to take bus 28 back home with e topic on JERKS... Hahas.... Thats all for TD>.. BYe!!!

Day at Bugis...

2006-07-30T13:27:00.000+08:00

Due to e popular demand of pp who wants to know wat i'm up to these few days... I'm back to blogging...

I just come back from tuition .... My cousin is going to e hostel to stay td at STU.. i;m so envy... She must ve study so hard for that... I just started to think abt whether i going to Jc to try for 3 mths before i take my results... I think i'm going for it... But, it is more realistic to think abt chinese O lv results first...

Went to bugis with qi ytd.... I enjoy myself haha mayb till to e fact that it has been quite a while since i last went out... We went for neoprint it was actually quite nice but e printing is lk so disgusting, walk all around e shops in e street also in e junction... Both of us saw some very pretty bottles but it cost lk $7 ... So ex therefore both of us decided as not worth it .... Then we discover this very nice drink in e Watsons... Actually wanted to buy keychains but we haven seen anything that is not too ex n is pleasant to both our eyes... Thats my day i cant think of wat to write anymore.... hehe

Chinese Oral

2006-06-30T16:51:00.000+08:00

Im so depressed@!!!!!! I didnt say much in e oral then i came out findin out that there is so much to talk abt.. They only ask mi 1 question leh.. Then e passage i stutter at some of e words!!! ARGH!!!!!!! Then i came out saw jun wei, they ask him alot of question leh... Somemore both him n andrew say alot of ting i nv say de... Then i say one they nv say.... OH NOOO!! E whole thing for mi is so short... I prepare for this oral leh.. Went there n my whole mind is blank!!!!! So many things for mi to say then i didnt!!!! Im so angry at myself!!!!

Lots of hw !!

2006-06-24T11:29:00.000+08:00

Time flies.. It is only left with 2 days to going back to e boring lifestyle that i use to ve ... N yet i am still left with piles of hw... Can u imagine bringing hw out of e country?? Ya.. i am at Perth now... With coach n Ray in my room... Both is a crazy mood playing n shoutin... Ray n mi just got into e semi... Later in e evening, the semi will start then choose e top 6... Haha.. wish mi luck!!

Anyway, i still ve so much hw to do.. that is
1.) Eng compo
2.) Eng summary
3.) Prelim papers
4.) all e practice papers

HOW AM I GOING TO FINISH IT??? OH NO..

BORing DaY @__#

2006-06-06T16:04:00.000+08:00

Today is such a boring day... I woke up thinking whether i wan to go to sch to or not.. Guess wat lessons i am having for td... A MATHS N PHY!! Wan mi to die also don ve to lk that rite... But ok la, it turn out not as boring as i thought i might b... Mdm lim was busy with us n E2 but she stay there most of e time so happily.. Everyone started to do other things other than phy... That is lk playing poker cards, chatting, sleeping...

A maths was a terrible time.. Trying to sleep while trying to stay awake.. Haha.. I didnt understand most of wat she is saying as usual... Tmr there will be SH.. At least there is someone to joke with now.. haha. . .

After that, i went to eat with ting... In e end.. We sit there, eat + talk for abt 1 hr plus before going back home... While buying e food, i ve a bad fright by cc.. I didnt know he was standing there orderin food too.. Ting didnt even tell mi, she stand there n look at him.. Diao...

OK .. I think thats all ...

*eLainE..

O lv coming

2006-05-26T16:39:00.001+08:00

Just part with mid year... Straight coming in e way is e O lv chinese... Omg..

I just ve my report book back.. hai.. stupid results... Oh i ve to say my geography paper results...
Geography Paper 1 __ 32/40
Geography Paper 2 __ 56/100
Total ___ 63/100

Today so sian.. Everyone is so bored... Specially in geography lessons... Most of us just sleep throughout e lessons... hai.. Infocus is going to start next wk... All e hard work will start... Hope it will b pay off by this O lv results...

Good luck to everyone doing this O lv chinese paper!!

Mid year Results...

2006-05-19T20:44:00.000+08:00

Its bad.. My L1R5 will b alot!!

English P2 26/50
Chinese P1 compo 32/50
P1 Letter writing 14/20
P2 53/70
P3 Listening 14/20
= 72/100 (w/o oral & disappointed)
E Maths P1 48/80 ( so disappointing)
P2 75/100
= 67.5/100
A Maths P1 29/80
P2 33/80
= 38.75/100 (nearly wat i thought)
Chem 55/100 ( I am e 10 counting from e end.. hai)
Combined Humanities SS paper 34/50 (surprise)
Hist paper 29/50 (disappointed)
= 63/100
Physic 34/100 ( hai...)

Which is left with Geography... Will blog in to update!! hehe... Cant say i am very disappointed, but is a long long long way to my goal... Gonna work hard

Oh ya... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JEAN!!!!

fairness

2006-04-15T22:01:00.000+08:00

i know wat i shld do le... to b fair...

I will keep my mouth shut even i ve opinion .... From now on, don ask mi abt that incident... I will not say anything... I will only now care that if they r still in our class or not... Other than that... i suddenly feel that is simply not in our reach nor is it our business...

I Don ve to take my first class honour test!!!! Cause i am e Top 10 in singapore n this makes mi a first class honour w/o e compeition!!! hehe... So no more practicing till crazy in mid nights !!! HOORAY!!

Sick...

2006-04-12T11:25:00.000+08:00

Sick for 2 days n mc for 2 days as well... i think all my classmates think i'm dead haha... But well i am quite ok.... Quite alive... But with 8 pills to go with my meal.... haiz

Thinking of how to catch up with my work... There is e fitness test td which i fail to attend n imagine ve to do it during PE .... I ;m so lan in terms of e fitness... It will b so pai seh... Then 2 test i haven done yet... To make it worse, there is a chem test tmr n i haven even attend 2hr n 45min of lessons.... How to take e test?? OMG!! Then there is e 2.4 km run tmr... Think i am going to run but think i will fail...

So many tings!!! die liao.. 6_6

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BELLE N IVY!!!

2006-04-08T20:39:00.000+08:00

First .... HAPPY BD TO BELLE N IVy.... Sweet seventeen!! n Freaky fifteen!! haha...

Feel quite sad now due to e influence of ivy chiang... But e part is i dunno wat am i sad abt.....

I went for tution in e mornin then meet yuying at 245 to go east point to walk walk.... Ended up going to tampines mall cause east point simply ve nth to shop abt... Both of us get super tired....

I dunno wat got over mi that i ve good feelings for him yet i always he always don wan to talk or bother with him ... but when he is gd.... he is super gd to mi yet he can b nasty with mi .... He is a gd fren of mi for years.... wat if i go over n tell him e gd feelings i ve for him... think he will b so shock...

ElaIne...

MArch hoLi

2006-03-13T16:30:00.000+08:00

March holi is here! But i don feel at all happy... My whole holi is full with tutition n hw... Sians
I just ve my Chinese paper which is a shit... Alot also don know wat to do lk that how to get A1 in MAy!!!??? Dunno wat e heck i;m doin nowadays ... i got so stress up with Exams.... Specially Chinese.. Mayb because it is my best sub... Don wan anyone to win mi in that... I know some of e results le... Not at all gd... Got 23 out of 30 ... Normally i got 27... Haiz... So disappointed....

My progress result is a disaster... L1R5 i got 26!!?? n 18 for L1R4.... I ;m dead in this rate i;m going .... My mum promise to get mi a new sports shoe if my L1R5 i ve lesser than 20.... Got to work real hard!!!! Jia you to mi!!! .

I went to eat with Ting, Yuying n Qi just now... It was quite a pleasure sittin there talkin abt everythin.... Haha... Going to Escape with Ting on Thurs... Think she is going to pull mi to play everythin till i puke.... HAiz... kelian mi... haha...

Lost direction...

2006-02-12T13:45:00.000+08:00

I suddenly dunno where to go after e o lv... Actually wanted to go to poly but after seeing someone blog.... Aiya, hard to describe......

Went to watch e seniors taking o lv result... Time flies... I still remember clearly last year, mi n belle was still watchin e previous batch takin their o lv.... Now... Its my time to take it... Belle n joyce ve around 16 17.... but wat surprise mi was... Actually they can go in most of e courses, except for lk mass com... that kind... All of us r going to part, going to own direction, goals n dreams.... Well i think i am aiming for around 13 for L1R4... abt 16 to 17 for L1R5... i working hard for that .... NOT GOING TO LET HISTORY REPEAT ITSELF... LETTING MYSELF CRY AFTER TAKING E RESULTS..... GOING TO CHOOSE E COURSE NOT IT CHOOSE MI!!! promise myself that!!

I cut my hair.....

2005-12-19T10:12:00.000+08:00

I went to cut my hair... But then it is not nice.... It is so short now n my hair is so 'pom' now.... Think e only part i lk is my fringe... So sad...

I went to Suntec ... It is so crowded....Nth much there only that i finally brought my bag... Went to eat steamboat.... IT is so HOT... We keep wiping the sweat out of our faces...

Well actually, nth to write but if i don write for some time... Pp will start to bug mi... i so kelian... haha... jk jk..

b o r i n g....

2005-12-13T19:10:00.000+08:00

I was up at 7am... wonderin shld i go for a run then while i was thinkin..... I fell back asleeep.... haha.... Then ended up wakin up at 9 plus... That was pretty early....

At 12.40pm... Went to my house de bus stop to fetch yuying... Dunnno y she dunno come my house when e bus stop is just beside my house... -_-'' She came to cut e newspaper..... Oh ya.... HAPPY CHINESE BIRTHDAY TO YU YING!!! haha... I remember (Actually is she tell mi this afternoon ^-^) Went out to play badminton then went to 201 de pasa malam... That ice cream is real nice... hehe... Thinking of cuttin my hair but nv bring enough money so.... Well i still ve alot of ting nv buy.... lk bag....

Thats all for my day........
Angel's tears...

Holi...

2005-12-07T10:30:00.001+08:00

i know is been lk days, wks or months that i haven written a entry...

N ya... to that person... i am not a two headed person cause in any case if u ve eyes.... I have not sided u... EVEN my mum say that sidin two person ve nth WRONG!

It has nth to do with u that i ve change... The only change i can think of is i will listen to u in e PAST n it will no longer happen anymore now.... I make my own choices n is not up to u to say wat change is gd or not.... Cause as i say... unfortunately more pp lk mi this way...

Stop that attutide to think that u ve everytin rite.... n i got it wrong.... N even if u think i ve a attutide prob... Thats my business.... N don blame everytin to mi when i haven done a single ting .... N ya... stop messagin n call mi... thanks ALOT...

Very moment....

2005-10-25T02:19:00.000+08:00

OK... updating after a million years ....

Got back my fye results.... Very disappointin.... Fail lk 4?? cannot believe it.... Fail eng, a maths, Chem, Phy...... But haven add SA1 all those...OK to say that e most disappointing subject is Chinese.... Imagine i ve 50 marks... Wat a joke... I mean how can i fail Chinese?? Td... Promotion day... Hope i wont retain... Wonder if they will call n tell u that u retain or ve to wait for that stupid report bk?? Then i think i will die....

Mr Chew going liao... HOw can??? Think all of our geog mrks will drop lk mad... i think if Fri not his last day n that lit students r inside, he will throw all of our papers on the floor.... Only half pass can u imagine?? haiz... Wat is the earth going on.??

Loneliness

2005-09-17T07:43:00.000+08:00

Feel so alone.... Feel so rejected by everyone in sch... No one know wat i going though n no one ve try to understand or even just listen to mi.... No one seem to b talkin to mi anymore... No one... Completely no one ve e time to bother with mi... Everyone is so busy.. Perhaps they don even wan to bother with a wilful gal lk mi.. It don matter to them if i am around or not... No one seems to care... They ve their circle of frens n i feel so extra in btw of them... I tried to b good to everyone around mi but i always don get back wat i wan... Rejection is wat i always get back...

Bet i flunk my common test.... Don even ve a single paper that i am confident with... Wakin up thinkin that i flunk every single test.... Thats wat on my mind on this whole week...

Sick...

2005-09-11T12:29:00.000+08:00

These few days i was mia... Yes i know... Ok..

On Thurs... Right in e mornin.. I accompany my twinie to eat her breakfast at mac endin up seein someone that is so ''shuai'' that both of us wanted to vomit... But still we sit inside for abt 2 hrs? Then we went to Tampines to buy a shirt n short... Running here n there... After that, i went to meet ling while she went to meet her teacher... Just then...Saw 13 miss call, thought sometin happen... Only to find out that e sports hall is not open due to dunno wat celebrations... So we walk all e way down to Blk 320 there... Actually is quite a gd game till i reach home then i ve gastric... Thought i will b ok e next mornin...

On Friday... ON E DAY OF CLASS BBQ.... I woke up to find that i am havin a fever, headache and i even vomited.... Can't tell u how long e routh to e clinic is.... Almost just call e ambulance.. Is faster anyway... Then after seein e doc... Went home n just sleep... CAn't even get out of e bed..... So i dunno wat happen on e bbq... Qi if u c my blog... I knoe somethin unhappy happen... Can tell mi n fill mi in??

Geography 1st ever field trip!

2005-09-07T09:53:00.000+08:00

Today e 27 of us not includin lulu n beng... We went to that treetop ting...
First ting there... Had to draw a tree with that dunno wat river haha... While drawin, all of us were lk complainin y cannot go up n sometin lk that... Then when we r climbin, all of us regreted!! Mr Chu was lk rushin for time then in e end all of us kind of ran up.. Some road was lk super steep... We ve to use all e energy to go up all those roads... Thought my stamina is omg but after lookin at junwei which is behind mi ... I think i;m not bad after all cause his face was lk super white... Haha.. .N we only lk just started? But e bridge is super nice... Mayb cause i don fear of heights so while e pp in front of mi were screamin, i was happily takin e scenary(i think i spell wrongly..) Mr Chu look at mi lk i very weird... Hahas... We were walkin walkin, then Yu ying suddenly fell down... Hope she is ok now:)

Then almost all of e geog pp went to Long john to ve lunch so we r lk a market... Then jonathan n ben kok, zaheer started to lk play with e ice... But their shootin ve problem haha... Victims lk qi n esther were seen...

After that, Simin, Benjamin, Yingyun, qi n mi went to Esther house .... Talk abt e games but most of e time, i;m glue to e tv so i didnt heard wat they say in e endd... hahaz!

Wo Heng Wo Ai Ni~

BaCk to PrI sCh ....

2005-09-02T04:21:00.000+08:00

Went back to Cz ytd with Joanna.... Lots of memories came back, gd n bad..... All came back... First after school... Went to joanna house n waited for her to eat n bath b4 going back Cz... Lots of our batch went back... Saw lots of them lk farah, shermine, shyang long they all la... Some i know but forgot e name... But none from my class went back... So disappointed... Was hoping to c them.... Anyway i saw Mr tay... wuhahaa... Thats lucky of us cause thats e last day he will b there ... Back for relief period.... Can;t say how happy i am... He was not there last year... Hahas.. He don really remember mi only when i say my name... Then he say e quiet quiet one huh... I don know wat to say so i stare at him... He keep sayin i change alot but is gd to c mi change... I was thinkin i didnt even talk how u know haha... Mayb is my appearance... So glad to c him... He is e best teacher i ever met...

Anyway ... Anyone that c this blog n is from 6-7 chongzheng pri(2002)... Add mi at Chinhui90@hotmail.com k?? Next year;s teachers year... lets go to Mr Tay house for a gathering!!

The worst days of my life!

2005-08-08T13:16:00.000+08:00

Cant believe it, so suai these few days.. Ok, talk abt td first... Rite in e morning there is this woman accuse mi of someting i nv do... N is someting she did... Think she is totally brainless ... After that actually is watch movie... Then lulu don wan to go then jean also don wan to go... So angry! Thought i can watch it td... In e end.. no one watch with mi ...Qi watch with Des then Cindy watch with her family... Yanling watch with her frens.. Haiz.. no one watch with mi... Mayb i really don ve much frens to start with.. N not many lk mi as i feel....

Ok then i fail my a maths by 1 mrk... Super angry!! 1 mrk leh! Anyway is lk only 10 pp pass only hehe so i am e 11 in class hahaa... forget it don feel lk writing anymore... bursting soon

Simply tired..

2005-07-09T18:16:00.000+08:00

Damm tired of everything that is happenin.. Seems to lost interest in everything.. Ytd went for an outing ok, first i ve to say that i saw e other side of derick, mr lai n mrs heng.. Think Mr lai n Mrs heng r all very happy then i keep on shootin Mr lai with my words.. Haha! Art of words.. Mrs Heng also say abt seeing my other side not only that guai guai mi in class.. Mayb i am too ''high'' ytd.. Then i was lk super noisy.. Derick is lk he is don lk noisy places n he can b very quiet sittin at one corner.. Very unique character.. Actually nth much also la... sianz..

EXAMS ARE OVER!!!!

2005-05-13T12:32:00.000+08:00

Its party time!! With all e exams all over... Ok now.. I know i ve not blog for a thousand years as many pp ve told mi... So now... i will recount wat i did ytd.... thinkin..

Woke up at abt at 5, to study my Geog... Actually i don think alot went into my mind but nvm i did study for e sake of goin to Mr Chu's house... Wuhahaha.. Went to sch with ivy... Then go into e sch i study lk mad then in e end i decided just to study e notes instead of tx bk... too much tings in e tx bk, cannot finish... then i ham tom... After went back to class cause rainin no assembly.. E classrm was super noisy.. but can't help this is my class.. Actually i lk this class alot... haha.. then CL listening... i almost fell asleep, Ms Picca keep lookin at mi... haha... Then in e break i really study lk siao almost goin to eat up e paper.. Then i pick n choose to c wat i going to study then c ve cum out... haha.. Then ve cum out leh.. haha... jean n mi study lk siao then qi n ivan talkin to Des so relaxed talkin.. admire them man... After qi n mi went my house... Qi waited 4 mi to bath.. then went to qi house... I played with her guiter as she was bathin.. haha ... very fun sia..

After that we go to bus-stop on e way to orchard... then we saw qi's mum... can't say wat happen... haha... then went to eat then go Heeren.. Go take neoprint all some come out so funny.. can;t stand.. In e end we walk around there but cannot find anything to buy n do so went to Bugis instead to buy my mum's bd present.. Well lucky i went back... I found a nice marshmallow cushion pink n with e words''I love u'' n e best part of all it has wings...Hahaha.. When i give my mum, she was super happy n can't hide her teeth for e whole day...

Anyway, thanks qi... for accompany e whole day n for lettin me play ur instru... but i help u to know how to walk in orchard rite? wuahahahaha.. don b lost in orchard n when u wan taxi remember to go taxi stand haha...

SYF central judging...

2005-04-09T09:44:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 5.. so tired sia... then go to bus stop to meet ver... but as usual i was late.. haha... went to inter to meet cheryl n belle... reach sch liao.. then run for 2 laps... Straight after that we went back to music rm... It so crowded inside... Pp rushin around to put makeup on, wear gown, or doin their hair... Belle n i die also don wan to go Mdm Ho there after seeing wat happen to guys' hair... hahah...I say belle no skills with e eye shadow then she put my face lk monkey backside lk that.. aiyo... Ms Lee came straight after that... We sang e best of this 6 mths... My tears went flowing out as i thought of practicing for 6 mths is 4 this moment... All e gd n bad times we ve... E days that we r praise.. E days that we r scolded.. E days where we ve laughter n joy as well as disappointment n scoldings... When we r on stage think lots of pp were frightened... Cause e level of sound went down... Even i didn't sing my best at all... When we finish, Joyce cry out straight away... I couldn't hold back my tears anymore after that... I thought of us doin so much... then i didn't do my best at e end... How can i go n face e chers? They believe so much in us... We will let so many pp down... Then Ms Lee say that we r not too bad althought that is not our best.. Cause she say when u r not on stage u ve 100% but on e stage u will only 80%... so if we wan to ve 100% on stage, we must ve 120% in e first place... Thanks Ms Lee u teach us so much... We grow into a so much better choir with u teaching us... not lk e first time u step into choir... Everyone grow... I grown alot due to ur coaching n of course to Belle, Cheryl, Joyce, Mdm Ng n Mdm Phua... Thanks.. E guys saw us(Joyce, Cheryl ,Belle n mi) cry... Ms lee n mdm phua n mdm ng too... Think Mdm Ng was shock when i cry, she know mi for 2 years n ve nv seen mi cry... We went back to concert hall to c alot more sch... that include Nanyang girls.. which is lk so gd... As i execpted... They ve a gold with honour.. Then when we ve bronze.. Mdm ng shouted too.. I believe they r though this period of practice... They know how we feel... I went to class to take my hw from Qi then e whole class '' woo'' with e lead of our Mr Chin Jun Wei.. N mind u i am in my sch uni.. Then e RT is lk so shuai.. haha... oops.. thats not e main point.. but we ve done it... So PP we ve done welll .... But Gek Teng wallet is lk lost so whoever saw it... pls give her back... thanks.. Think thats all for today..

Put Up our Socks pls

2005-03-15T18:42:00.000+08:00

We(choir) went to e east spring to ve a exchange choir session there... i am actually purposly to b at e science centre doing some stupid ting there.. how i wish i was there! Can u imagine running in other pp sch? We look so stupid... n one is bcause i'm punished.. everyone in that sch(pp that can c us) r all lookin at us like we r fools.. but can't help.. ms lee is stress after all...

East Spring n Deyi is so gd... our sch is like shit.. went off pitch go sharp.. watever stupid thing u name it.. we ve done it.. can't b more embarrassing then just now... but think we still ve time to improve... i was almost lost in e song... due to e fact that i hear no one voice n anna is not beside mi... i was like deaf there.. i think ms lee must b so disappointed with us... haiz... hope we can improve in time when we reach syf... we can at least ve a silver ba....

Sentosa..

2005-03-14T10:30:00.000+08:00

i had so much fun ytd... we went to sentosa to sing for e cancer kids... it is like shit.. for sop 1 only... others i nv hear... e different rows r singing different tings n it turn out that no one is correct.

After that we tricked ver into e water... some pull hands some pull legs then we throw her into e sea. Then we started to run.. then one by one (cheryl they all ) r all wet.. only left mi n anna safe n sound on e shore... then that ver stand on top of mi then say wan to stand or not... how can like that.. i nv do anything leh... then i stand then run in e end, my shirt is almost all wet.. then after that i walk to e sea, everyone went splashing water on mi.. .then i was drenched.. totally wet.. i went into e sea to play with them instead.. haha!

Mdm ho say she nv bring extra clothes but she jump into e water all e same... we play with water.. she play with sand.. she throw sand at us n she aim our heads.. it looks like a super big bird shit.. haha.. then when we r going to throw sand at her.. Guess wat she did? She ran then in e end, she fall n her face is facing down on e sand... can u imagine how funny it is? wahahaha.. then someone shouted revenge time... then she wan to come up then chen chuan push her head back into e sand... haha...i wanted to throw her sand but she come up then i ve to act innocent b4 a pile of sand come flying to mi then i will ve bird shit on my head.. haha.. People out there if u wan to ve e records of wat happen that day n wat mdm ho did... i will b very happy to tell u wat i know.... U can call or ask mi in msn... hahah ... i only jk... but i will tell u all e same...haha.. her boy is super cute.. when we throw sand at mdm ho.. her boy put sand on her hair n then help her put it nicely... hhaha...

After we left sentosa, Dar(anna) dear(cheryl) Mei(ver) n mi... we went to alot of places.. first we went to PS.. wanting to watch movie but found out that all r so late, then we went to bugis.. before that we eat kfc there... in bugis ver went to do her name... then we go to take neoprint... e 1st one is ok.. e 2nd is omg.. haha... but nvm it is fun anyway...

Hope everyone ve a fun, wonderful n unforgetable day... hehe

Sentosa.....

2005-03-14T10:27:00.000+08:00

Pathetic...

2005-03-06T14:39:00.000+08:00

Wat a pathetic week... can u imagine? just e 1st term n i ve 2 F9 already.... i ve a pathetic 9 for chem n a maths... which can also means that i ve f9 for both of that... how can it b... i ve nv in my life had f9 n i ve 2 in one go now.... almost crying in classrm if there is no one i might... went to airport with qi ... so fun... take alot of pic there... so pai sei when we ve to take alot of brochures from there.... haiz.. hope this is a better wk than last... no one will blame for e fren we choose....

Wanna Find A Hole....

2005-02-06T15:19:00.000+08:00

i lose all my ''face'' in this few days... dunno which idiot went to spread around that i like him... omg... some many pp know about it... that time i walk pass him n his fren, they will say ... ..... .. can they stop that stupid joke??? i so angry... almost cried there... then some more i was almost e last to know about this news... on fri i went to sch early, jing ting n shawn even ask mi i like him.... i wanna cry liao la.. i ve to say I DON LIKE HIM stop that toopid news...haiz... then e ''best'' part is that he went spreading about it too.. n that yong li keep saying that name to mi.. wan to get a chopper to chop him. no la.. joking only.. my mood is so bad this few days... i fail my chem in single digit.... haiz... ve to study liao... ytd i went to c e ms lee choir concert.. omg ... they were gd... can't b better... n that commonwealth sec... theirs were great too...compare to our choir... haiz... cannot say anything else... i know some off them r trying very hard but some r of no gd attitude... when will we b as gd as e commonwealth... they ve lots of guy voice where else ours is a pitiful 4... but our guys r gd... if there is more of them... we might b like them but where to find?? ytd i went to vch with joyce, cheryl, anna, verrine, jocelin, chen chuan, mike n christopher.... we went to buy flowers for ms lee, ye min, shiyu... n we ask the guys to take it with him without plastic bag leh... haha... n e sight of it... is haha... their character is different ba... chen chuan is trying to act cool then christopher is like he has held it for many times liao... n mike is like we force him to take it... haha... then after e concert, we went to merlion park... then walk to citylink when joyce find out that her mp3 is lost... then e 3 guys n cheryl anna went back... i ve to go home or.... haiz... so i went home... i thought e guys might say something like they wan to go home.. nv expect they will go back... seen another part of them.... i ve to leave joyce at e mrt as her bro is not there yet... so sorry... to ps her there... n go home .... so sorry... luckily she got her mp3 back... haha... that all ... hope e rumour will rest eventually... haiz

I feel like dying....

2005-01-21T09:16:00.000+08:00

iwanna die.. to end all this stress n torture around mi.... next week, i ve choir test again... i 4get about everything thing liao... then somemore in e ava... then at e top.. who will pass? or i shld say i will not pass... i feel so tired.. everyone around mi is giving a bad time to mi... ytd.. dunno wat did i do then ivy ignore mi completely.. no one bothers about mi much... can they stop giving mi such a hard time?? i am already half dead when i reach choir after that stupid history test... n i am so hungry going to ve gastric liao... n they still ve to treat mi in such a way... n i don even know y n wat happen....? can they tell mi?? haiz... then so much tests is on e way... now i understand y pp drop out of sch... they just can't stand e stress.... Think i going to ve depression soon..... i am going to die liao if this go on.... can someone understand and bother with mi for a while??

So SiAn + StReSs....

2005-01-18T09:16:00.000+08:00

So long nv blog liao.... i so stress with all e sec 3 work... don understand a maths at all!!! Today so boring... nth to do.. everyone so quiet... pp beside mi r almost nv talk at all one... then i so sian... no one to talk to mi... today so suai... almost fall down e stairs .... then later almost fall down chair.. think i not going to care about anything liao... just finish my 2 more years then i go... td verrine become my gan mei then don ve to call her da sao liao...haha... i start to think about him again... i know i very stupid... but cannot b help but i don think is love but is a kind of feeling that i ve not let him out of my heart yet.... when will i forget him completely?? will i forget him?? is it possible?? haiz... will someone understand how i feel??

My ThRoAt Is DyInG....

2004-12-28T09:36:00.000+08:00

td ok la.... not so sian afterall... so long nv blog cause say wan to change blog skin then in e end can't find any nice one then ve to just make do with this 1st... anyway e new blog is coming up soon.... td choir learn e set piece... shld b ok la but my throat not preforming properly... cause ve sore throat then some more ve cough... this morning ask mdm ng like that still ve to come ma? then she say ve to ... then i go la... then in e end e whole choir don even ve 40 pp... aiyo... can't stand... haix.. but ve learn set piece ... then ms lee xing qing so gd... so nv ve scolding.... going to end choir that time we go to e back of e music rm then sing e chinese song .. omg e voice is .... u know la... haha... then e student con is outside ... so embarrassing ... after that mi n chi ping go S11 cause i wanna buy box... then we saw mdm ho there... aiyo... so you yuan... haiz... so unlucky... then when i was at e bus stop i saw him.... haha.... quite happy... think he saw mi too... rainy outside... i like raining... hope i not sick again tmr....

Orchard Road

2004-12-16T10:29:00.000+08:00

I went orchard wif Yan Ling td..... My legs were almost break after walking there.... we went wisma, far east n aalot of places..... almost went missing there.....haha.... ling don eat lunch but i wan 2 go Mcdonald to eat then she ve no choice but to come along with mi then i keep telling her how nice e food is .... haha... mi so bad....hehe.. We stop n rest for so many times can't count how many ..... cannot stand we so old liao..... in e end i only brought a t-shirt at ice lemon tee..... so wat e different with buying it at Tm n at orchard..... aiyo.... mi so no brain....hehe.. but i like e words on it... angel or devil i will choose.....but e price is quite steep.... $18.90....but 4get it , anyway i buy liao... in e end, we reach there at around 11 then alot of shops not open yet..... then ve to wait ..... after that we leave e place at around 4 ..... both legs broken by that time le... o ya... we saw a guy i think is a sec sch one... he wan us to donate money then keep saying wat once in a lifetime then ling say then other days la.... his face change into black colour straight away..... then he walk away liao.... then we keep laughing though to e Mrt .... haha.... i had so much fun there.....

Happy going out....

2004-12-08T15:44:00.000+08:00

Td i went out with Lee Ying, Swee Yee, Derick and Johnathan.... went out to watch e polar express.... Swee yee almost fell asleep there....haha can't stand her... i think e guys can't stand us too... walking so slowly then ve to make them wait for so long.... after that they even miss e bus.. so sorry for them.... hehe.... but derick very gentleman.. help us open e doors when we r there.... like e cinema door n e macdonalds door...then they went to e arcade to play.... we went to c too.... e movie was nice but e cinema was cold!!! almost become snowman inside then can act e polar express liao...derick and swee yee like freako dun know y they can tahan so long....then still so warm....haha... dun angry hor if u c this.... then ve to settle on who share popcorn with who then swee yee n john don wan to share then in e end only mi n lee ying buy.... aiyo.... she eat in e cinema thoughout e show.... i didn't eat much.... waste my money...haha... in e end derick eat quite alot haha....john was freezing inside so didn't eat too... he ve to pull up his sleeve to cover his hand n from becoming a iceman....after all it was fun! after that mi n lee ying even went to 201... walk all e way.....dun know for wat.... haha!! my 1st blog... everyone who c this remember to link mi...